Im Drunk And I Dont Care *may contain alotta foul language*

I am pissed. in both senses, im so fucking annoyed, with everything, havent spokent ot the boy properly for a few days, hes been stressed because of his uncle and his fucking sket of a girlfriend , the guy i was gonna go see ditched me for fucking football. i hope they fuckin lost! blergh...i am even more of a vile human being when i have chugged abottle of wine and some rum/ i am just vile. ive eaten way to much in the past three days too, i feel fat and i just want to stick my fingers down my throat. this is when a gag reflex would come in handy,. ive lost an inch round each thigh, nothing round my hips, waist or arms though. i wasnt happy the other night, i'd got into an argument with a relative who made a comment about my weighta and it got to me. i now have the word fat carved into each thigh. i feel so fucking shitty lately and its horrible, why can't i lose weight?! AREKHdgsalifhfhsd