Been A While

So its been a while, I do apologise ive had my mind preoccupied, i finally admitted to the guy ive been in love with for the past year how i felt, it felt like a bit of weight had left my mind but not much, i know we cant be together at least not right now, i know im too unstable to be in a relationship, not to mention im pysically a wreck, im still not eating, i dont want to eat, im still not sleeping at night, its like im a freaking vampire, only active when its dark, anyhoo im off for a day or two