Some People Need A Punch

Sorry For The Rant BUT
This needs to be said
people who ae with are like in love with serial killers, like i will search a killer say Jeffrey Dahmer and it will come up with ” Jeffrey was soooo hawt i wud have married him!” and “why did he have to die?! i cared about him so much”… Bitch he was a serial killer, he was cold, calculating and didnt give a fuck about people. chances are most serial killers given the chance would kill your whiney ass and in some cases eat your eyeballs, tongue and toes. Yes i read alot and watch alot of documentries etc about Serial Killers, i find them fascinating from a psychological and forensic point of view but the day i say “OMG I LUVVED HIM SO MUCH” is the day i will quite gladly walk into the fucking psychiatric ward, this fucks me off to no end, why, just why do some people do it?! yes i admit some were fairly good looking and charismatic but thats two of their “weapons” to lure their victims to death. seriously if your one of those people who sqeal and go all gooey over how “hawt” they were and “how much you wish you had them in your life” then maybe you want you head checked out, and this is coming from someone with a few mental health issues people.

Im Drunk And I Dont Care *may contain alotta foul language*

I am pissed. in both senses, im so fucking annoyed, with everything, havent spokent ot the boy properly for a few days, hes been stressed because of his uncle and his fucking sket of a girlfriend , the guy i was gonna go see ditched me for fucking football. i hope they fuckin lost! blergh...i am even more of a vile human being when i have chugged abottle of wine and some rum/ i am just vile. ive eaten way to much in the past three days too, i feel fat and i just want to stick my fingers down my throat. this is when a gag reflex would come in handy,. ive lost an inch round each thigh, nothing round my hips, waist or arms though. i wasnt happy the other night, i'd got into an argument with a relative who made a comment about my weighta and it got to me. i now have the word fat carved into each thigh. i feel so fucking shitty lately and its horrible, why can't i lose weight?! AREKHdgsalifhfhsd

Been A While

So its been a while, I do apologise ive had my mind preoccupied, i finally admitted to the guy ive been in love with for the past year how i felt, it felt like a bit of weight had left my mind but not much, i know we cant be together at least not right now, i know im too unstable to be in a relationship, not to mention im pysically a wreck, im still not eating, i dont want to eat, im still not sleeping at night, its like im a freaking vampire, only active when its dark, anyhoo im off for a day or two